tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-505216824215786726.post2869188746122932932..comments2024-02-22T08:42:12.274+00:00Comments on Barren Blog: Barrenbloghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12265375480096323798noreply@blogger.comBlogger3125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-505216824215786726.post-52271340877953107932009-06-02T14:51:32.245+01:002009-06-02T14:51:32.245+01:00I am SO sorry. THinking of you.I am SO sorry. THinking of you.Aishahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/00756390674173743871noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-505216824215786726.post-79071452248019873722009-06-01T19:05:09.152+01:002009-06-01T19:05:09.152+01:00Oh, dear...
I have no infertility problems, I have...Oh, dear...<br />I have no infertility problems, I have problems keeping the diving cells, well, dividing as they should. I have lost another baby, this one had heartbeat for a short moment, and when I let my hopes soar to the skies, a few days later I found out that it died. It measured exactly the same, when it should have been way bigger already. <br />I intentionally use IT, trying hard to detach myself, although I dreamed about my baby girl... <br />There are no words to describe this. And I am due to a D&C tomorrow...<br />To top it all, I talked today to my mother-in-law (a heinous cow) who was with her sister (a bigger and older cow). Of course, it took one "Hello" and another "How are you?" to get to the subject of the day: "Well, arent't you pregnant already? When do you intend to make us an heir? (right, the noble house of Pooplandia needs an heir from me) Have you forgotten how? (WHAT????)" <br />I swear, I was speechless and this does not happen too often. She could not have chosen another worse moment to ask these bloody questions! I did not tell them anything about the miscarriage, because they would tell my parents, who would truly be floored by such a piece of news, unlike them, naturally. <br />I was so tempted to tell them that wouldn't they feel like the arses they are if I told them the truth? Or at least that we did all the tests and the doctor warned us about the risks of passing on the strong and dominant chav gene they carry, so we decided against having this baby and get an abortion instead. <br />Of course, I said nothing. I swallowed it all, dear hubby saved the day by shutting them up and taking me home; and now I am preparing my little luggage for tomorrow: warm socks, ipod, papers, extra pair of undies... <br />Tomorrow I will be more empty than now and apparently in all sorts of pain there can be. God, we do need a break from all this. Why do you easily give kids to the likes of Jordan and Britney, and for decent, normal people you make it so bloody hard?!! IT IS NOT EFFING FAIR!! <br />Sorry for venting on your blog. Please trust me that behind my narrow visions of my baby, I am truly rooting for you and your baby. May God grant our wishes!Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-505216824215786726.post-27554140172110223472009-05-28T19:10:36.425+01:002009-05-28T19:10:36.425+01:00How come no one told us how difficult it was to ge...How come no one told us how difficult it was to get pregnant. Good luck!adminhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/06605324362394205695noreply@blogger.com